The Holy Wilderness of Transition

The Holy Wilderness of Transition

By the Rev. Canon J. Sierra Reyes, Canon to the Ordinary

I have spent much of my recent time sitting with a specific, holy tension.

Across our Diocese, we are moving through significant shifts. These changes aren’t random but are the result of faithful discernment, deeply aligned with a strategic vision. We are moving toward a future that centers collective empowerment and sufficiency, but I’ve learned that even when a change is “good”, catching up to that vision still carries the weight of grief.

In organizational systems, folks often talk about the difference between change and transition. Change is the external event: a new budget, a restructured staff, or a shift in policy. Transition, however, is the internal, messy, psychological journey we take to catch up to that change.

To help us navigate this, I find myself returning to the William Bridges Transition Model. It reminds us that we don’t just “switch” to the new; we walk through it in three sacred stages.

1. Honoring the Ending

It feels counterintuitive, but every new beginning starts with a loss. Before we can fully inhabit our new vision, we have to acknowledge what we are leaving behind. For some of us, that’s a long-held tradition; for others, it’s a familiar role or way of relating to others.

I think of the Israelites in the book of Exodus. Even as they moved toward the Promised Land, they looked back and mourned the “fleshpots” of Egypt. It wasn’t that they wanted to be back in bondage; it was that the past was known. Giving ourselves permission to grieve the “old way” isn’t a rejection of our future. It is a necessary, honest way of honoring our history.

2. Living in the “Holy Wilderness”

Right now, many of us are in what Bridges calls the Neutral Zone. I prefer to call it our Holy Wilderness. It’s that uncomfortable space where the old ways have faded, but the new rhythms haven’t quite taken root. It can feel chaotic or unsettling.

But the wilderness is exactly where God does God’s best work. Isaiah 43 tells us, “I will make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert.” In this “in-between” time, we are invited to lean into one another. We learn that our sufficiency doesn’t come from our structures, but from God’s presence. This is the space where we practice collaboration and learn what it truly means to belong to one another.

3. New Beginnings

Finally, we arrive at the New Beginning. This isn’t just a “start date”. It’s the moment we begin to feel a new energy and see the fruits of our labor. It’s when “mattering” stops being a word in a strategic plan and starts being the felt reality of our shared life.

Please know that Bishop Austin and the diocesan staff are holding these stages with you. Some of us are still in the quiet grief of the Ending, while others are already feeling the spark of the New. Our commitment to you is that we will build Faithful Systems, structures that don’t just move us forward, but hold us tenderly as we go

God is doing a new thing among us in the Diocese of California! My prayer is that we have the patience to walk this wilderness together.

2026 Woods to Waves: A Walk with Purpose from the Redwoods to the Sea

[CAMP MEEKER, SONOMA COUNTY, CA] — St. Dorothy’s Rest is thrilled to announce the return of Woods to Waves, its beloved annual hikeathon that brings together friends, families, faith communities, and outdoor enthusiasts for a 12.5mile journey from the redwood forest to the Pacific Ocean — all to support children with organ transplants.

Each year, participants gather at St. Dorothy’s Rest in the hills of western Sonoma County and walk together to Shell Beach, celebrating community, resilience, and the healing power of nature. The event raises critical funds for Hospital Transplant Camp, one of St. Dorothy’s flagship programs, which provides a medically supported summer camp experience for children ages 8–18 who have undergone organ transplants.

A Cause That Changes Lives

For children who spend so much of their young lives in hospitals, clinics, and recovery, a week at camp is more than a vacation — it is a chance to reclaim childhood. Hospital Camp allows transplant recipients to hike, swim, create, explore, and laugh with peers who understand their journey. With the support of a nursing team from Lucile Packard Children’s Hospital Stanford, campers can safely enjoy a “normal” summer camp experience at no cost to their families.

“Woods to Waves makes this possible,” said St. Dorothy’s Rest leadership. “Every mile walked helps ensure that some of the most medically vulnerable children in our region can experience joy, independence, and belonging.”

A Joyful Community Event

Woods to Waves is not just a fundraiser — it’s a celebration. Participants walk through towering redwoods, along rolling coastal hills, and down to the ocean, surrounded by a community that believes in compassion, generosity, and the transformative power of camp. Many bring their dogs, their families, or a team of friends. Others walk in honor of a loved one or simply because they believe in giving kids the chance to be kids.

The event is open to all ages and abilities. Participants can register as individuals or form teams, and supporters can sponsor hikers even if they cannot attend in person.

Why Join Woods to Waves?

It’s meaningful. Every dollar raised directly supports transplant campers and ensures summer camp remains free for families already burdened by medical costs.
It’s beautiful. The route from St. Dorothy’s Rest to Shell Beach is one of the most stunning hikes in Sonoma County.
It’s joyful. Participants describe the day as uplifting, energizing, and deeply connected.
It’s community. Walkers join a long tradition of people who believe in healing, hospitality, and hope.

Event Details

Date: May 2, 2026
Start Location: St. Dorothy’s Rest, Camp Meeker, CA
Finish: Shell Beach, Sonoma Coast
Distance: 12.5 miles
Registration & Donations: https://givebutter.com/2026-woods-to-waves/TransplantCamp

About St. Dorothy’s Rest

Founded in 1901, St. Dorothy’s Rest is the oldest continuously operating camp and retreat center in California and a ministry of the Episcopal Church in California. Its mission is to offer healing, rest, and belonging through summer camps, retreats, and medically supported programs for children facing significant health challenges.

Media Contact

St. Dorothy’s Rest
Patty Olson Lindsey
[email protected]
707-874-3319

Sojourn Chaplaincy is now accepting applications for our Fall 2026 class.

Sojourn Chaplaincy is now accepting applications for our Fall 2026 class.

Sojourn Chaplaincy at ZSFG is excited to announce the return of our Community Chaplaincy Training Program. Born in 1982 as a courageous DioCal-driven interfaith response to the AIDS crisis, the program continues to be shaped by the complex challenges of public health today. We are grounded in trauma-informed, justice-centered, and multi-faith spiritual and emotional care.

Our training is for those who feel called to care amid the painful realities of life and death. It is for people who feel called to care in community, among the most vulnerable and targeted, and within systems that are stretched and imperfect. Our students come from many paths and are united by a shared commitment to dignity, relationship, and compassionate presence.

If you feel the pull to deepen your practice of care in these times of great challenge, this program may be for you. Please visit our website for more details and to download an application. Applications for our justice-centered community chaplaincy training program are open today and will be accepted until Sunday, April 26, at 11:59 pm.

You can read more and download the application here.

Sojourn’s work is only possible through the support of our community circle of care.  Be a part of this community and help form the next generation of spiritual caregivers with a gift to Sojourn today.

Sacred Resistance: Expanding the Movement for Justice

Sacred Resistance: Expanding the Movement for Justice

Story and photo by Laura Curlin

On March 21, a dedicated group of Episcopal lay and clergy leaders took a significant step forward, hosting our first two foundational events at Santisima Trinidad and Holy Child St. Martin’s.

We were honored to welcome Father Francisco Garcia from the Diocese of Los Angeles. As one of the movement’s founders, Fr. Francisco shared the history and vital work of Sacred Resistance in Southern California. This initiative —originally sparked by discussions with Sean McConnell —is a direct response to the urgent need for a faithful, robust challenge to undemocratic and un-Christian immigration policies.

Why Sacred Resistance?

We are drawn to this model because of its proven success in Los Angeles. Their unique approach to organizing and mutual aid operates effectively within Diocesan structures while remaining independently governed. This balance allows the movement to be nimble and responsive in these precarious times.

Looking Ahead

Our goal is to build a statewide network in partnership with Episcopal Dioceses across California. We recognize that introducing a new framework naturally raises questions about alignment. Our vision is for this independent model to complement our collective mission, allowing us to live out our Baptismal vows without duplicating existing efforts. With strong community representation at our initial gatherings, we are energized for the next phase.

Get Involved:

We invite you to join us for our upcoming informational and planning meeting, April 20 at 7 p.m., to connect and shape future events. Email [email protected] for Zoom information. For more background on the movement, please visit the Sacred Resistance website.

Vital + Thriving Grant Supports Opera/Film on Little-Known Story from California Immigration History

Vital + Thriving Grant Supports Opera/Film on Little-Known Story from California Immigration History

Christ Church, Los Altos, invites the public to explore a moving chapter of the Chinese American experience in California through “Echoes of Eureka,” a program of opera and film.

Eric Tuan’s opera “Echoes of Eureka” tells the true story of the 1885 expulsion of the Chinese community from the Humboldt County town of Eureka and their subsequent fight for justice and dignity.

Performed by the 40 voices of the Piedmont East Bay Children’s Choir, the choral work is paired with Chisato Hughes’ documentary film “Many Moons,” in which Chinese community members search for those who may have survived the expulsion and 60 years of enforced exclusion. The only known survivor was Charlie Moon, whose descendants are Native tribal members.

The multimedia program is offered in collaboration with the Chinese Historical and Cultural Project and the Piedmont East Bay Children’s Choir. A panel discussion with Tuan and Hughes will follow the performance.

The church is using funding from its Vital + Thriving focus grant to support the free event.

“We see this program as an extension of the work our Vital + Thriving team did last year supporting a local young immigration activist,” said the Rev. Claire Dietrich Ranna, rector. “With the detention and forced removal of immigrants ongoing and intensifying across the country, there was interest in continuing and deepening our public conversations about not only what is happening now but how hidden histories inform our current moment.”

Tuan is artistic director and conductor of the Piedmont East Bay Children’s Choir and director of the Stanford Early Music Singers. He also served for 12 years as founding artistic director of the chamber chorus Convivium and as director of music at Christ Church, Los Altos. His choral compositions have been performed throughout the United States and Europe.

Hughes is a filmmaker who grew up in Humboldt County. Her work has been shown at CAAMFest, SFMOMA and UCLA’s Film and Television Archive.

“Echoes of Eureka” will be offered free of charge at 4:00 p.m. Sunday, April 19 at Christ Church, Los Altos, 1040 Border Road, Los Altos.

Register for the event >>

Photo credits:

  • Courtesy of Clarke Historical Museum
  • Courtesy of Piedmont East Bay Children’s Choir
Celebrating 10 Years of Music Ministry At St. Mary’s

Celebrating 10 Years of Music Ministry At St. Mary’s

Story by the Rev. Kira Austin-Young, photos courtesy of Whitney Gough and the Rev. Kira Austin-Young

The Church of St. Mary the Virgin in San Francisco gathered this past Sunday in gratitude and celebration to mark a joyful milestone: the 10-year anniversary of Director of Music Eric Choate.

The celebration unfolded over the course of a full Sunday, reflecting the breadth of Choate’s ministry. In the morning, the congregation paused during announcements to give thanks for his decade of leadership, marked by musical excellence, deep care for the choirs, and a profound commitment to the role of music in drawing praise to God.

That afternoon, the celebration continued with a special Candlelight Concert and reception. The program featured works by Bach and Brahms, offered by St. Mary’s children’s, youth, and parish choirs, an embodiment of the vibrant, multigenerational music program Choate has nurtured over the past 10 years. It also featured two compositions based on the text of “Ave Maria,” composed by Choate and Christine Albrecht, a choir member. At the conclusion of the concert, the St. Mary’s Parish Choir presented Choate with a handcrafted wooden music stand. The concert was part of the ongoing Candlelight Concert series and was offered as a gift to the community, highlighting both the beauty of the repertoire and the strength of the musical life Choate has helped build.

The day was not only a recognition of past accomplishments but also a celebration of relationships among choir members, the congregation, and the wider Bay Area musical community, all of whom have been shaped by Choate’s gifts as a conductor, organist, and teacher.

The parish gives thanks for Choate’s decade of ministry and looks ahead with joy to the music yet to come.